The video, the cake, and the letter
Yesterday was my birthday I thought it was gonna be one of those usual birthdays na parang ordinary day lang, then gelee actually made a video mukang ewan nga lang ako haha thanks for the time and effort forever broke angelee :))
pero dumating na un 7:30 then dumating sina paul at gelee, medyo nasapawan nga lang sila dahil mas malaki dalang cake nila mama haha
nevertheless I was surprised and the day ended with not what i thought it would end
MARAMING SALAMAT :)
Hindi ko talaga alam kung sino yung unang humalik o ayaw lang niya talaga umamin.
May boyfriend siya nung una ko siyang nakilala. Nasa 2nd section siya nung 3rd year kaya iba yung tingin ko sa kanya. Matalino, masipag at mahiyain pero maganda.
Yung kambal niya naging classmate ko nung 1st year. Dati tumatawag ako sa kanila tapos hahanapin ko yung kambal niya. Minsan siya yung nakakasagot tapos akala ko yung kambal niya yun kaya tuloy agad agad ako nagtanong tapos napahiya ako nung pag tapos ng tanong ko sabi niya, “teka tawagin ko lang si gela”. Grabe lang eh.
Tapos noon na-curious na ko sa kanya. Dumating pa nga yung time na tuwing umaga sinasabayan ko siya papunta dun sa bestfriend ko. Ewan ko kung anong na-feel niya nun, or talagang hindi lang siya makatanggi. Haha, ewan pero alam ko lumayo na ko nun kasi alam ko ngang may boyfriend siya.
Pagtapos noon naging mag ka close na kami tawag ko sa kanya nun “self-proclaimed” bestfriend, kasi siya nag sabi mag bestfriend na raw kami eh ang totoo sila lang ng bestfriend ko yung naging mag bestfriend. Nakakalito lang.
Tapos nagkakasabay kami umuwi at pumasok nun, minsan nahihiya ako kaya sinasabay ko lang bestfriend ko pauwi kasama siya kasi ‘di ko alam kung paano kami mag uusap kapag ganun. Pero minsan nag kasabay kami ng kami lang, tapos hinatid ko siya sa subd niya pero hanggang dun lang sa street nila.
Dumating yung Debut niya, special day para sa kanilang mag kapatid, napaka ganda niya nung araw na yun. Sa naalala ko tinenxt ko siya noon na ngumiti naman siya. Pati nung debut ng friend namin, magpartner pa kami nun sa Cotillion. Ang saya lang sa pakiramdam na kapartner mo yung taong gusto mo.
Dumating nga yung time na gusto ko araw araw may practice para araw araw kasama ko siya. Kung pwede lang. Nung isang beses nung pauwi na kami hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yun. “Sino nga a ang unang Humalik?” Pero alam ko na kung bakit ako masaya araw araw pagkatapos ng araw na yun.
Dumating ang isa pang Debut ng isa naming friend, o nasabit lang talaga ako kasi nagkataon na pumunta siya sa practice ng cotillion at doon siya nag invite ng mga pupunta at nagkataon nandun din ako kaya siguro nainvite din ako. Swerte yun yung nasa isip ko.
Nung araw nung debut, lahat ng lakas ng loob ko inipon ko na. Parang hindi kasi sapat yung gusto mo lang siya at gusto ka niya. Sorry na Feeler ako eh. =)) Isa sa pinaka masayang araw ko yun sa buhay ko. Alam mo yung feeling ng parang naging Valedictorian ka sa batch mo pero mas higit pa dun yung saya. Yung pakiramdam na napaka swerte mo sa kanya.
At dito kami nag simula. Sa loob ng mahigit na dalawang taon naming pag sasama bilang mag boyfriend girlfriend, halos lahat ata napag daanan na namin. Siguro lahat na ng sakit naibigay ko sa kanya pero nanjan parin siya para sa akin. Alam ko naman na ako rin may kasalanan kung bakit nararamdaman niya yun. Pero napaka- swerte ko sa kanya.
Kahit sobrang sama ko hindi niya ko iniiwan, kahit sobrang gago ko hindi niya parin ako iniiwan, kahit sobrang bulok ko hindi niya parin ako iniiwan. Madami talaga ako natutunan nung naging kami na. Parang dito ko talaga naranasan yung responsibilidad bilang lalaki. Pati papa niya ang hirap i-please. Pero lahat gagawin ko makuha ko lang loob ng pamilya niya.
Natuwa ako nung kiniwento niya sa akin yung pinag usapan nila ng papa niya. Na okay lang naman na mag pakasal siya, edi ang dating sakin nun parang approve na ako sa kanya? Diba? Kaya kahit di ko na express yung saya ko nun sa kanya, kahit ‘man lang dito masabi ko na napakasaya ko ‘nun nung narinig ko yun sa kanya.
Nagpapasalamat talaga ako dun sa mga Ex niya. Kung hindi siya iniwan ng mga gagong yun hindi ko siya makukuha. :D SALAMAT SA INYO! PERO AKIN NA SIYA!
Lahat gagawin ko, para lang makuha ulit yung loob niya. Alam ko nasaktan ko siya ng sobra sobra, gago ko lang. Miss na miss na kita. Miss ko na yung inaasar at binubully ko. Miss ko na yung magiging future wife ko. Alam ko naman kung bakit ka nagagalit, kasi nag bago ako talaga.
Narealize ko yung laki ng pinag bago ko nung inuulit ko basahin yung blog mo. Nakakatuwa lang kasi kung hindi mo ginawa yung ganung blog mo hindi ko macocompare yung pinagbago ko. Marami rami pala akong hahabulin at pupunan sa’yo.
Panget, bestfriend, pakner, self proclaimed bestfriend, ever, naguumapaw na confidence, iyakin, maarte pero cute naman, di gaano kaputian pero maganda naman, masungit pero sweet naman, matakaw pero sexy naman ay ewan!
Hoy! Bumalik kana sa akin! Dami mo ng utang na kiss at hug. Namimiss ko na yung mga kwento mo! Namimiss ko na yung mga corny mong banat! Namimiss ko na yung luto mong pancit canton. Namimiss ko na mag oreo kasama ka. Namimiss ko na yung ka chat ko sa ym. Namimiss ko na yung katele babad ko, namimiss ko na kasweetan mo, namimiss na kitaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Walanya naman oh! Balik balik din kasi!
Ewan ko kung matutuwa ka dito sa ginawa ko, pero hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa akin. Ayaw ko na mag ka girlfriend maliban sayo. Diba ako una mo at huli mo rin? :D Para same tayo. :P Miss na kita. Miss ko na misis ko.. :’( Sino nga ba talaga ang unang humalik? :*
Paul, you made me cry because of this post. Haaaaaaaaay. :’)
I was bitten by our dog yesterday night and my mom was hysterical me being the only child and all her reaction was hilarious, I was like wtf? I was the one bitten but she’s the one acting like she’s the one that was bitten. Fast forward to today I guess getting a dog bite has it’s perks
- At the hospital I like watching crying kids when they get their shots I guess I’m a masochist :))
- I got to wake up early which means more time for me to finish my practicum report - yes I’m lazy it’s been almost a month since I have finished my OJT :))
but regardless of the perks it still has its flaws
- I can’t drink alcoholic drinks up to march-(I have already plans of drinking tanduay ice tomorrow </3
- on a sadder news my father said that when he comes home he will “put to sleep” our dog :(
I guess It’s our fault for not training our dog when he was still a puppy, We lacked courage because back then he likes to bite us
This is a lesson to all animal owners If you can’t take the responsibility of training your pet I suggest that you don’t get a pet, make sure first that you are ready mentally and financially (LOL), and make sure that you give your love and care for your pets.
Looking them in their eyes
Them looking at you knowing that you know their secret
I guess my 2011 had many ups and downs but I never thought my 2011 would end with a bang
I guess he was right for keeping it a secret because for a minute there my perspective of them changed, but I know for a fact that they are the same persons that I know and love and it wont hinder our friendship
I hope 2012 has many things in store for me specially because 2012 is the year that I would graduate however hard it may be I belive that with hard work and determination I can accomplish any thing
Looking forward for 2012 :)
I’m officially a member of District 6. May the odds be ever with me. What District are you in? http://www.TheCapitol.PN
Yes. its true…
The Rugrats really were a figment of Angelica’s Imagination.
Chucky died a long time ago along with this mother, that’s why Chaz is a nervous wreck all the time.
Tommy was a stillborn, that’s why Stu is constantly in the basement making toys for the son who never had a chance to live.
The DeVilles had an abortion, Angelica couldn’t figure whether it would be a boy or a girl thus creating the twins
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As for “All Grown Up” Angelica was a bipolar schizophrenic who, as a teenager became addicted to various Narcotics, bringing her back to her childhood and thus her creations she obsessed over, because of time lapse between the present and the last time she interacted with her creations, she made them older, Angelica was constantally taking hits of acid, so she would never have to live without her creations who were her only company, in a judgemental world
Angelica’s mom actually died of a heroine overdose, Angelica was schizophrenic/bipolar because she was a crack baby, additionaly Drew in his depression married a gold digging whore, that Angelica idolized because she fooled herself into thinking it was her real mom, but always had a concept of her mom, Cynthia, and took a barbie doll, and made it after her mom’s image, wearing an unwashed oranged dress, and having jacked up hair, which is why she was so attached to it, later in life she followed in her mom footsteps w/ drugs and everything, dieing of overdose at age 13 when All Grown Up! was “canceled”
The only rugrat not to be fictional however, was unborn Tommy’s brother Dil, however Angelica didnt know the differace between Dil and her creations, Dil didnt follow her commands, after endless crying and a refusal to disapear like the others did when angelica was angry with them, she hit him. And she hit him, screaming a screaching tune, Stu ran in and pulled his neice off of his only child, but it was too late, he had a brain hemerage, which resulted in a deformation, as he grew up his damage only became more evident, by the time he was 9 in All Grown Up! He lived as an outcast, being ridiculed for his weirdness, and retardation, the immense guilt over this is what led to her drug use and is what led Angelica to un-create the rugrats breifly, until her expericance w/ hallucinogenics.
On a trip to Paris to find love, Chaz married a hooker named Kira (He was actually going to marry a differant hooker, but she just wanted him for his money), who had a daughter named Kimi that was torn from her because she was a cocaine addict (Angelica imagined her from Kira’s stories), he lost his mind after the death of his wife and was in denial that she was ever prostitue, upon return to America, Chaz and Kira married and she got her greencard, it was actually a really happy/romantic story, Kira continually stuggled with addiction, but was relatively happy w/ her life, and Chaz
Suzie was actually Angelica’s only friend, who entertained the thought of Angelica’s creations, for her, She later became a phycologist and teamed up w/ Nickelodeon to make the Rugrats! When Angelica died of drug overdose, she helped arrange her funeral, Angelica’s death was sad, because of her addiction, she was expelled from society, which lead to a break with reality, and her eventual death, she spent the last days of her life in the back of the school cafeteria, imagining friends around her, and playing with the lives of her creations.
She died March 5, 1994, tag your friends if you were throughly mindraped, this is the truth behind your childhood.SERIOUSLY?!?!?!
Mind fucked, but purely fan-based, I don’t think nickelodeon a TV station for kids would have this hidden message
(Source: juwlie)
